Life is messy

Seriously.
My baby boy is gone all day.
I miss him during the day, but weirdly enough I get soo much more done.
I feel guilty about that.
Last Sunday I woke up and couldn't hear very well.  As in I was in a tunnel...a deep one.
They thought it might be Sudden Hearing Loss, but was a little concerned because my mom has Menieres Disease.
Friday my fears were confirmed with a spinning room and accepting I most likely have the same disease.
Pitty party for me Friday night, but then perspective and thankfulness for such a small trial came in the morning.
Had an amazing Saturday with my family complete with a quiet breakfast at home, lunch with family, shopping and naps
Computer got sick Sunday night, thought I lost most of my pictures.
Praise God, it came back on...everything is finally backed up.
Whew....What a rollar coaster kind of week 1/2 it's been.

Life is so messy.
I'm just thankful that I have a God who loves me, sticks with me and gives me much grace.